“I Am Sedna: The Sea Goddess and the Season of My Becoming”
There’s a myth I didn’t know I was living.
A story I didn’t know was mine. A wound I didn’t know had a name. But now I do.
Her name is Sedna.
I had an Akashic Records reading not long ago with my dear friend Ceree, and in that session, the energy of my soul showed up as Sedna herself—the Inuit sea goddess who was betrayed by the masculine, cast into the cold abyss, and yet rose to power in the depths. At the time, I didn’t fully understand the weight of that. But I do now.
Because Sedna’s energy isn’t just a myth. It’s been the blueprint of my life.
The Pattern: Sacrificed by the Masculine
I see it clearly now.
My father, the first masculine figure in my life, put his own needs before my safety.
That’s where the story began.
Since then, time and again, I’ve been cut off—emotionally, spiritually, relationally—by men who could not hold me, who feared my depth, who chose comfort or control over commitment. I was made too much, too intense, too inconvenient. I was the mirror they couldn’t face, and so I was pushed overboard.
My most recent and intense chapter, was not the first time I felt myself betrayed and sinking.
But he was the last.
Because this time—I remembered who I was.
Sedna Doesn’t Die. She Transforms.
In the myth, Sedna is thrown into the ocean by her father. As she clings to the side of the boat, he cuts off her fingers, letting her fall to save himself.
Those fingers became the sea creatures.
She became the goddess of the ocean floor.
And she remembered.
She did not return in rage. She returned in sovereignty.
She didn’t need to punish. She became the keeper of life itself.
And that… is exactly what I’ve done.
This Isn’t Just Myth. This Is My Initiation.
What’s wild is that right now—literally right now—Sedna is active in the skies.
She’s been conjunct the Pleiades star system and aligned with the Sun during the Pleiadian Gateway, and all this energy has been building toward a powerful culmination on July 7, 2025 (7/7).
I don’t fully know what’s coming that day. But I do know this:
This is the season of my becoming.
The season where the past no longer defines me.
The season where I choose love that doesn’t cost me myself.
The season where I rise—not despite the betrayals, but because of them.
I Am the Ocean Now
This journey has shown me that I was never too much.
I was always the depth that couldn’t be contained.
And now?
I’m no longer asking boats to come back for me.
I’m no longer reaching out with bloody fingers hoping to be rescued.
I am the ocean. I am the storm. I am the calm. I am the mirror.
And I’m not drowning anymore.
If you’ve ever been cast aside…
If you’ve ever been silenced, abandoned, or made small by someone who couldn’t meet your magic…
You might be Sedna, too.
And it’s time we all remembered:
We don’t need to beg for safe harbor.
We are the sacred sea itself.
Affirmation:
“I no longer beg to be chosen. I am the ocean—sacred, sovereign, and whole. What is meant for me will meet me in the deep.”
