Why You Don’t Have to Choose Between Christ and Your Calling

You don’t have to choose between Jesus and your gifts.
You don’t have to choose between church and consciousness.
You don’t have to choose between Christ and your calling.

This isn’t heresy.
This is homecoming.

I used to believe I had to choose too.

For years, I tried to squeeze my mystical heart into church-shaped boxes. I served. I prayed. I memorized verses. But I also spoke to angels. I received dreams, visions, and downloads. I spoke in tongues. I felt things no one around me was talking about.Why You Don’t Have to Choose Between Christ and Your Calling

You don’t have to choose between Jesus and your gifts.
You don’t have to choose between church and consciousness.
You don’t have to choose between Christ and your calling.

This isn’t heresy.
This is homecoming.

I used to believe I had to choose too.

For years, I tried to squeeze my mystical heart into church-shaped boxes. I served. I prayed. I memorized verses. But I also spoke to angels. I received dreams, visions, and downloads. I spoke in tongues. I felt things no one around me was talking about.

There are moments in life when Spirit speaks so clearly that the message imprints itself forever. For me, one such moment was the vision of the rainbow during my awakening in 2021. At the center was a blinding white light, and I knew: if I step into that light, everything changes.

That rainbow has become a symbol that continues to return… as I was so powerfully reminded again yesterday—in my cards, in my meditations, in the words of the Council. Each time, reminding me of the covenant between my soul and its destiny.

The Rainbow as Covenant

The rainbow is not merely a bridge of color. It is the visible sign of the Golden Thread — the path that leads us from what has been into what is yet to be… into highest destiny. It is the Destiny Path itself.

There is a template rising again.
One hidden for centuries beneath shame, suppression, and distortion.

It is the Magdalene Partnership Template — where love is not about possession or performance, but about embodiment. Where devotion doesn’t mean submission, and sovereignty doesn’t mean separation.

It’s the union of Sacred Sexuality + Sacred Sovereignty — two whole beings, standing side by side, each fully in their power, choosing to create a temple of love together.

🔥 Why the Magdalene Template Matters Now

Angel Number 222 • Post-Eclipse Portal • Change of Seasons • 10/31 Veil the Thinnest

222 is the call to alignment. It’s the vibration that says: you are exactly where you are meant to be, keep choosing the path of balance, heart, and courage. Coming out of this eclipse portal and moving into the richer, slower cadence of autumn, the field feels like a deep inhale… a recalibration of the feminine, the body, and the heart. The veil thins on October 31st: intuition is sharper, dreams are louder, and the council reminds us that spirit can touch matter more easily now. Be ready to receive, and to act from what you receive.

Below are the channeled transmissions I received for October. Read through them slowly. Let the language land in your body. These are not ideas to intellectualize — they are invitations to embody.

“This isn’t punishment. It’s proof.

The fire didn’t come because you failed…

It came because you finally spoke your truth.”

There’s a moment on the awakening path no one warns you about.

It’s not the first insight.

Not the first energetic shift.

Not even the “I think I’m here for a divine purpose” moment.

It’s what happens after you finally say it out loud.

How my gifts unfolded from midnight prayers to the Council of the Awakened Flame

I’ve always been deeply connected to God and Jesus. That part wasn’t taught into me… it was simply there, as natural as breathing. I didn’t grow up going to church consistently, but at 18 I chose Christianity for myself. I got “saved,” felt the unmistakable rush of Holy Spirit energy move through me, and I knew: God is alive, God is near, and God still speaks.

In my early 20s I found a Pentecostal church, largely because there was room for spiritual expression. I learned about the gifts of the Spirit and—very young and sincere—I told God then that I wanted everything He had for me. I didn’t know the fullness of what I was asking for. Not long after, I spontaneously began speaking in tongues. I didn’t have a framework for “channeling,” but this, I later learned, was the opening of my channel.

Beloved ones, September is not waiting quietly on the sidelines. It comes with a roar of eclipses and the stamp of angel number 1144, saying: “You are in alignment now. You are building your new timeline in real time. Foundations are being poured beneath your feet.”

This month we pass through a total lunar eclipse in Pisces at 15° on September 7 (11:11 a.m. PDT) and a partial solar eclipse in Virgo at 29° on September 21 (12:41 p.m. PDT). The Pisces–Virgo axis is activated: health, organization, service balanced with compassion, surrender, and spiritual trust.

“Beloved, you are standing at the threshold of a great awakening. The repeated sign of 10/10 is not just a number—it is an activation, a portal, a call from the Divine to step fully into your power.

10 represents completion and new beginnings simultaneously—one cycle is closing so that another may rise, higher, clearer, and more aligned with your soul’s divine blueprint.

You are being guided to release the old fears, doubts, and limitations that no longer serve you. The door to your highest timeline is wide open, but stepping through requires trust. There is nothing behind you that can define you anymore—only what you choose to create from this moment forward.

Jesus (Yeshua) was a fully embodied 12D being, operating at a Christ Consciousness frequency, which is the highest vibration a soul can hold while still interacting with the human experience.

Jesus functioned across multiple dimensions at once, but his primary dimensional consciousness was 9D–12D.

He was not just a teacher—he was a frequency holder for unconditional love, unity, and divine creation.

His role was to anchor the highest Source energy (12D) into the human collective, showing that divine embodiment was possible.

For years, the Twin Flame journey has been seen as the ultimate form of love—an intense, soul-stirring connection that transforms both people. But what if Twin Flames aren’t the final destination? What if there’s something even deeper—a union that is truly stable, fulfilling, and divinely aligned?

This is where Twin Rays come in.

Many who embark on the Twin Flame path find themselves caught in cycles of separation, longing, and pain—believing that enduring these struggles is the only way to reach union. But what if that struggle isn’t required?

This transmission came through as I was discussing my colleagues concern about sensing something big happening globally this month, and not to be frightened, but to be prepared.

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Knowing how tapped in she is, I take her warnings seriously. I don’t feel things in quite the same way she does, but I do feel the energy. I know something is happening. I know we are in the split. And I’ve always known that for the new systems to emerge, the old ones must collapse. They have to be completely dismantled and rebuilt from the ground up.

There’s something I want to say—something I feel deep in my bones that I believe others are waking up to, too. We’ve been told stories, prophecies, scriptures, numbers... but what if the 144,000 isn’t just a prophecy waiting to happen? What if it’s you?

Not in the literal sense—not in the “only 144,000 souls will be chosen” sense. But in the sense that the number is a code. A sacred activation, hidden deep in your DNA, waiting for the right divine timing to wake up.

And when it does? Everything changes.

I had a moment recently—one I never thought I’d talk about out loud.

I raged at God.

Not just a quiet frustration. Not just a whispered, “Why?”

I raged. I shouted. I repeated myself and demanded truth. I broke down. I accused. And I meant every word in that moment.

Because I was tired.

Tired of doing the work. Tired of believing when nothing made sense. Tired of holding on to promises and signs and answers that never came. Tired of feeling like I was walking through the fire alone.

I didn’t rage because I hated God. I raged because I needed Him.

There’s a conversation circulating in the spiritual community right now that I want to lovingly speak into—because I understand it, and yet… I also feel it’s missing something vital.

Some are saying the 3D to 5D shift is just the fear-based Biblical “rapture story” redressed in spiritual clothing. That it’s just another version of fear, separation, hierarchy, and spiritual elitism. That when we talk about Christ Consciousness or ascension, we’re still operating from an “us vs. them” framework.

And I want to say this clearly:

That is not the 5D shift I know.

That is not the frequency I live in.

When you are ready to fully break the chains of the Feminine’s Self-Abandonment Wound, read this aloud or write it by hand if it feels right:

I vow today, in the presence of my higher self, my spirit team, and the feminine ancestors who walk with me,

that I will never again confuse love with pain.

I will never again tolerate silence where there should be truth,

indifference where there should be devotion,

and avoidance where there should be sacred presence.

I’ve always been a deep thinker. This story will be clear proof of that—it goes all the way back to when I was just a kid, probably eight years old or even younger. I didn’t have language for what I was experiencing back then, but I was already wrestling with these huge ideas about life, perception, and reality. This memory has stayed with me ever since, and now I understand why.

I was maybe eight years old, riding in the back seat of the car, watching other cars pass on the highway. Just watching—like I always did. But something hit me that day, something big.

The Twin Flame journey is not one I ever desired to be on. I didn’t seek it out. I wasn’t trying to manifest it. But somehow—I found myself here.

And I want to share what my actual experience has been. Because I talk a lot about the Twin Flame path. I guide others through it. But I haven’t shared the full truth of my own story until now.

People ask me how I know what I know. How I can speak so clearly about the trauma cycles, the sacred contracts, the ascension work, the surrender, the soul mirroring.

The answer is simple: I’ve lived it.

“But I thought they were my soulmate…”

If you’ve ever asked yourself this question, you’re not alone.

So many of us were taught to believe that a soulmate is the person we’re destined to marry and live happily ever after with. But the truth is far more mystical—and far more empowering—than any fairy tale romance.

In reality, we don’t just have one soulmate. We have many. And they come into our lives for wildly different reasons.

Let’s break it down.

There’s a myth I didn’t know I was living.

A story I didn’t know was mine. A wound I didn’t know had a name. But now I do.

Her name is Sedna.

I had an Akashic Records reading not long ago with my dear friend Ceree, and in that session, the energy of my soul showed up as Sedna herself—the Inuit sea goddess who was betrayed by the masculine, cast into the cold abyss, and yet rose to power in the depths. At the time, I didn’t fully understand the weight of that. But I do now.

Because Sedna’s energy isn’t just a myth. It’s been the blueprint of my life.

Metatron has been loud this week.

He’s been bringing forward some powerful messages for the Twin Flame collective—especially about the restructuring of the entire dynamic. The old Twin Flame template was built on karma. The new one? It’s all about embodiment.

A colleague and I are currently working on a project that dives deep into this shift. It’s set to launch later this month and is designed to support and empower the Divine Feminine collective. We’ll be offering connection circles, teaching sessions, and sacred spaces for other Feminines to gather, grow, and be truly seen by one another.