“I Didn’t Become a Channel—I Realized I Always Was”
How my gifts unfolded from midnight prayers to the Council of the Awakened Flame
I’ve always been deeply connected to God and Jesus. That part wasn’t taught into me… it was simply there, as natural as breathing. I didn’t grow up going to church consistently, but at 18 I chose Christianity for myself. I got “saved,” felt the unmistakable rush of Holy Spirit energy move through me, and I knew: God is alive, God is near, and God still speaks.
In my early 20s I found a Pentecostal church, largely because there was room for spiritual expression. I learned about the gifts of the Spirit and—very young and sincere—I told God then that I wanted everything He had for me. I didn’t know the fullness of what I was asking for. Not long after, I spontaneously began speaking in tongues. I didn’t have a framework for “channeling,” but this, I later learned, was the opening of my channel.
When I prayed in tongues, my soul spoke in a way my mind couldn’t. I’d set the atmosphere… worship music, quiet house, journal ready—and the answers would start to flow: images, words, a knowing that landed like a bell. I’d write as fast as I could while questions were answered one after another. I called it my “quiet time with God.”
Today I call it what it is: channeling.
The Early Signs (Before I had the language)
At some point I began to write monthly encouragement messages for my church. Each month, I’d sit at a blank screen with no idea what to say. Then a single scripture would drop in… and the entire message would arrive in one smooth stream. People wrote back, “It’s like you were looking in my window. This is exactly what I needed.” I wasn’t analyzing or crafting; I was receiving. It’s the very same structure I use now: set the space, open, receive, deliver.
I didn’t know it then, but I was already doing collective readings. The container just fit the faith language I had at the time.
The 2014 Marker: “Forty”
In 2014, I woke in the night with a clear message: my life would change in a massive way, and I was given the number 40. I understood it as a timing code… around my 40th birthday (March 2020) a big shift would come. The world did, in fact, change in March 2020. So did I. Looking back, that was a breadcrumb on the path… a way Spirit left me receipts I could later recognize.
The Shattering & the Near-Death
What followed was an ego death: the identity I had built around “good Christian woman” could no longer hold what God was asking me to carry. I had a near-death experience—rare for my age and health—which marked me permanently. Later, I experienced a second, powerful initiatory moment: a kundalini awakening. I wasn’t seeking any of this. I hadn’t heard these terms. And yet it happened… fast, undeniable, holy.
During my awakening I heard, “You don’t have to give up Jesus, but your understanding has to change.” Days later, another message: “You have a mission. We put you here for it. If you’re not going to do it, you’re not really needed here.” I was told I would speak, guide, and teach many; that my name would be known for spiritual work and I would be provided for. At that time I wasn’t doing readings, tarot, or “channeling.” I had no grid for what was being promised… only the certainty of it.
The Activator Relationship
I stepped into a relationship just prior to my soiritual awakening that later revealed itself as a twin flame mission mirror… highly activating, not gentle. That connection blew my gifts wide open. My spiritual awakening didn’t look like most people’s. It was as if the doors to another realm were thrown open and the “knowing” of the universe hit me all at once. I say that carefully and humbly: it was overwhelming and holy, not glamorous. And it changed everything I thought I knew about anything… mostly myself.
Learning the Names
By September 2024 (after my QHHT training), a new piece clicked in: Archangel Jeremiel introduced himself. I realized the team I’d always invited…. angels, archangels, ascended masters, higher selves, guardian angels—was coalescing into a Council. Then other names presented: Sedna, Michael, Metatron, Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Jesus, Quan Yin… and the distinct presence of higher selves, including my own and those connected to people in my life.
I began to recognize the textures of each presence… the cadence of the words, how the energy moves through my body, the way truth lands. And then the name arrived that made everything make sense:
The Council of the Awakened Flame.
I’ve been “The Awakened Jenn” for years. The Twin Flame Mission and ascension is the biggest part of my life and work.
I realize now, meeting the Council didn’t change my story… it revealed it.
What My Gifts Actually Are (and how I experience them)
• Claircognizance (clear knowing): The “download” that drops whole and complete, often triggered by a single symbol (a scripture then, a card now).
• Clairsentience (clear feeling): The way truth vibrates in my body—heart, throat, and solar plexus are my main instruments.
• Channeling (trance + conscious): I open, they speak. My language stays mine, but the information, order, and tone shift with the presence that’s speaking.
• Prophetic sight: Images, visions, and timelines—often with numbers, dates, or patterns that later confirm.
• Light language / tongues: The same current that opened in my 20s; a soul-stream that clears, codes, and calibrates.
• Council mediation: I can feel the signature of different beings and higher selves and translate their messages into human language without losing the original frequency.
How I Knew It Was the Council (and not… “just me”)
• Consistency across decades: The structure (prepare, open, receive, deliver) never changed, only the vocabulary did.
• External confirmation: People repeatedly reflected precision and timeliness I couldn’t have known.
• Names & roles emerged over time: Jeremiel first, then others, matching the nature of messages arriving through me.
• The message about Jesus: No one else in my life could’ve authored that exact bridge. It honored my roots while widening the path.
• Fruit over time: My life kept aligning to what I received back in 2014 and 2021… timing codes, opportunities, people, and outcomes repeatedly matched the downloads.
The Oracle of the Awakened Flame
As my work matured, the Council led me to create The Oracle of the Awakened Flame. The cards aren’t “replacements” for the Council—they’re doorways. Symbols that let the channel open quickly in public, so the message can reach the people it’s meant for. I don’t worship cards; I use them like I used scripture… as keys.
The Through-Line (It didn’t change me; it revealed me)
From midnight prayers to near-death, from tongues to light language, from church devotionals to collective transmissions… the essence stayed the same: I sit with God. God speaks. I listen and deliver. My understanding expanded. My allegiance never changed.
If you look closely, it’s all one story of Ascension: the old container breaks, the essence remains, and the truth gets brighter. My path has been loud and accelerated—so others can see it and say, “Oh. That’s what’s been happening to me, too.”
Why I’m Claiming It Now
This year marks ten years since my NDE. I was told it would be a graduation year, that my mission would clarify and my next level would lock in. That’s what’s happening. I’m not “trying to be special.” I’m being obedient. There’s a difference.
People sometimes project “ego” onto a woman claiming her calling. I get it. But if this were ego, I wouldn’t tremble every time I hit “publish.” I claim this because I’ve carried it for a lifetime, and because the Council says the world is ready.
Quick FAQ
Is this still about Jesus for you?
Yes. The Council expanded my understanding; it didn’t replace my devotion. “You don’t have to give up Jesus—your understanding has to change” is the bridge I walk.
Who is in the Council?
It is a living, collaborative stream that includes angels, archangels, ascended masters, higher selves, and star family. Names that present most often through me: Archangel Jeremiel, Archangel Michael, Archangel Metatron, Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Jesus, Quan Yin, Sedna—plus higher-self communications when permitted.
How does it feel when you channel?
Like that old prayer room… quiet, warm, crystalline. A single symbol unlocks a river. The message forms faster than I could “think,” with a clarity that lands in my bones.
For Those Walking Their Own Bridge
If your story doesn’t look like anyone else’s, that doesn’t make it false. It might just be yours. Ask for what is truly for you. Ask for the whole of it. Then let the next right piece arrive.
I’m here to midwife that remembering… in you, too.
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Disclaimer: I offer spiritual guidance and education. I’m not a medical, legal, mental-health, or financial professional. Please use discernment and seek appropriate professional care when needed.
