“What’s a Spiritual Awakening?”

Well…. it starts off a little like this…

I’m cracking up over this find.

I was going through an old purse and I found this in it. It took a minute for the date to register. July 2021?

Oh yeah!!! That was my Spiritual Awakening/Kundalini Awakening!!

I remember that!! I freaked a few people out… myself included. lol

My mom drove an hour and half to force me to go to the ER. My partner at the time told me that if I spoke anything I had just told him out loud… I’d be locked away in a looney bin.

They monitored me for about 4 hours and sent me home… no psyche evaluation needed. They couldn’t find anything wrong with me, because there wasn’t anything wrong with me. I’d honestly never been better.

Within a few weeks I stopped all of my medicines that I had been on since my Pulmonary Embolism. I had about 20 prescriptions at that point, and I just stopped because I knew I didn’t need them anymore.

I had been dealing with tremors, myoclonic jerks, narcolepsy with cateplexy, migraines (giving myself injections for them), anxiety, depression… you name it, honestly.

It took a few weeks for the meds to clear and I was fine, and no trace of all the issues I had had prior. It was a real miracle, and I know that. Which validated the Spiritual Awakening experience that much more.

My experience isn’t the norm though… I might just be that level stubborn that that’s what I needed. A Paul on the road to Dasmascas moment where the truth was blindingly clear.

Why did it happen to me at all though I think goes back to crazy thing I said and MEANT at 20… when I was reading the Bible and saw the gifts of the Spirit… and I told God then I wanted EVERYTHING He had for me! I just didn’t know what it would take for that to happen though.

Because yes, He will give it… but He’s going to prepare you for it too… so you can actually hold it and sustain it, when you get it.

That’s the part we underestimate about this whole thing. Yes, there is the beauty of ascension and living in the 5D/Christ Consciousness frequency that brings unity and love to your heart. And then it gives plenty of opportunity to practice.

It doesn’t make things easier or take obstacles away. It shifts the lens and understanding you even view these things from. It’s the same problems with new eyes and higher perspectives, and that brings you to different destinations and outcomes.

This moment is just the start though… and the goal is really just to reach and maintain full alignment with your most authentic self. It’s the path back the truest version of you, and that’s inner union and ultimate peace within. Presence… not performance. Freedom.

I think it’s interesting too that I have found this and am having THESE reflections right at the anniversary of this moment again… 4 years… feels like a whole different lifetime.

So, what’s a Spiritual Awakening…. Complete ego death, rebirth, and resurrection. It is not for the weak.