“When the Soul Wants to Leave: A Message for Those on the Edge"
Please note: This post contains reflections on emotional despair and spiritual insights around suicide. It is written with sacred respect and is not a substitute for mental health care. If you are struggling, please reach out—you are not alone.
There are moments in this human journey when the weight is so heavy, the longing so deep, the silence so loud, that the soul whispers: "I don’t want to be here anymore."
Not because we don’t want to live—but because we don’t know how to live with a heart that feels shattered by disappointment, abandonment, or soul-deep grief.
In one of the most powerful QHHT (Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique) sessions I’ve ever facilitated, the client didn’t go to a past life. Instead, her soul took her through key moments of her current life—moments where her light dimmed under the weight of emotional pain, rejection, and grief that spanned lifetimes.
In the final vision, she was shown a post-apocalyptic landscape where she had already died. But this was not prophecy. It was not punishment.
It was a choice point.
The Subconscious (Higher Self) said:
“This is what happens if you do not choose life. Not just survival—but full presence. Full reclamation.”
This was not metaphor. It was medicine.
We often talk about spiritual bypassing. But we rarely talk about spiritual despair—the hollow ache of being awake, aware, even gifted… and still not wanting to be here.
What came through the Subconscious was this:
When a soul ends its own life, it is not condemned. It is paused. The soul is met with love. But the contract remains incomplete. The learning continues later.
Each early exit leaves the soul’s evolution in stasis. The pain does not disappear—it re-emerges in the next timeline, in another form. The cycle continues until the soul chooses life from within the lesson.
The moment a soul chooses to stay—fully—is the moment karmic liberation begins. Not freedom from pain, but freedom from the pattern of giving up.
You are not broken for thinking about leaving. You are not weak for wondering if it’s worth staying.
But you are powerful beyond measure for choosing to stay—again and again and again.
If you’ve been on the edge, I want you to hear this:
Your pain is not a punishment. It is a prophecy.
You are the one who ends the cycle. You are the one who says:
“No more. I will not die to be loved. I will live to be whole.”
You are allowed to want more. You are allowed to scream at God. You are allowed to sob on the kitchen floor. And you are still worthy. Especially then.
If no one else has said it today, let me:
“The world is better with you in it. Even in your silence. Even in your sorrow. Even in your still-becoming. Stay.”
And remember: God’s love for you is not just celestial—it is embodied. Support is sacred. Asking for help is an act of courage, not weakness. Let people walk with you. Let yourself be seen. You are needed here.
If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out to someone you trust or contact a support line. You are not alone. Your life matters.
If you're in the U.S. and need immediate support, you can call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988—available 24/7, free and confidential.
You can learn more about or book your own QHHT session through my website www.theawakenedjenn.com
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